Repercussions

so yeah, yesterday I said that someone's gonna feel my anger, most likely me. And that's exactly what happened. I hurt myself. I decided I needed to work out my rage in a physical manner, so I did an hour of stretching (which felt really, really good), then somewhere around 60 or 70 crunches. That really hurt afterwards, and I spent another 1/2 hour trying to stretch my abs. I'm fine today, though, so I'm wondering if I coulda maybe made it to 100... hopefully by the end of the week I will. But last night hurt a lot, and I couldn't do the rest of my equipment-less workout. That'll teach me.

so a bunch of guys came to the city on friday night, stayed with me till this afternoon. we had a good time. played soccer, swam, ate a freaking huge dessert at Red Robin's called a Mountain High Mud Pie. didn't feel so hot after that. sunburn on my arms, legs, lips and forehead. they left today, just at that point where going out and doing stuff became normal. so now, bored outta my skull, and disappointed that the national team lost a gold-medal final (they shouldn't even have made it to), I turn to the anonymity of the internet to placate my lack of social life? jeez, how pathetic is that? I'm feeling thoroughly disgusted with myself and my life right now. I need to shake things up a little. Yep, RyeGuy's pissed, for no good reason, and someone's gonna feel it. Most likely me. We'll see.

Bloody hell. Usually when I'm pissed I get creative. But right now, I can't write a damn thing. That....really....sucks. Bloody hell. I need music. Angry music. grrr....